Right now I am at a point in my life where I am at a stand still. I am not sad, but I am not extremely happy. I guess you could say in between content and disappointed. I am impatient, and I know God is trying to teach me patience. But, sometime I wonder what is going to happen next in my life. I want to to happen right now. I am playing softball even though I wasn't going to. There have been so many people quiting or getting sick or not showing up to practice. I wonder if I will ever get my shot to play Varsity. I know that I don't really deserve it because of my heart situation, I have not been able to do everything like everyone else. I know that so that is why I am not mad that I am not playing. I don't even want to be disappointed. Sometimes I wonder though what God has planned for me.
Friday, April 4, 2008
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Stacie you deserve to play and don't ever doubt yourself for one moment. God has great things planned for such a spectacular person. I am posting this anonmously, because If there was any person I have ever met in my life that deserves happiness it would be you! Have a great day and maybe you will find what you are looking for.
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